gottagetthroughthis's Daily BlogOk, completely honest, I fell off the wagon. I was so motivated and good for 2 weeks, and then I don't know what happened. It's pathetic really. I want to succeed at this. I am so ashamed of my body and the way I look, because all I do and have done for years is talk about fitness, and work out in consistent spurts....people must think " wow, I thought she worked out a lot or something", when they see me in a swimsuit. A little bit of self loathing tonight, and I am back on tomorrow. Well back on tonight I guess. I am going to the gym and I am eating a very healthy meal. Ok....deep breath, I can do this.
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